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Monday, December 28, 2009

Just Lose It!

Now i know what that means...crap...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

cuckoo!

hurm, how do you figure out what to post in a blog?
is it daily happenings in your life?
or, just some random movie or song that you like?
funny, just by thinking about this useless yet quite annoying dilemma, i got a new post!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Hmmph...

wow... it's been some time since i last posted anything on this blog.
not that anyone would read it but, still, it was suppose to be a hobby(haha).
i don't know how other ppl manage but i cant seem to blog at least once a day!

forget it, but i wanted to write about how ironic life is, actually mine, but only in a very short term.
who am i to talk about how life is? im just an 18 year old guy, but imma just say it.

remember when u were a kid, and u got all sorts of promises if u did this and that?
well, u still get them even when u have aged. i get them, haha.
but as far as i can remember, one in particular was the promise that my dad gave me.
it was before spm(government exam) and i was being a very rebellious teen.
"im going to the library, be back in the evening!", was what i'd say to my parents.
but after putting my bag in the library, i would head to the cybercafe :)
it kept going on like this, but it reduced when my dad caught me in the act.
thats when he promised "study now, and you can do anything after ur spm".

SO after spm, it smelled like freedom! but the ironic part is that i was still treated as a school kid.
No going out at night, must have a good reason to go out, and etc.
Spm results? I got very suprising results considering my activities(dota) before and during the exam. Results good enough to get a scholarship.
Still, the same thing happened, no true teen freedom.
Okay, if thats not enough, Scholarship Secured? Yeap, i did secure a good one.
Still, school kid rules bounded me.
Hmm, even after getting good results for my foundation year, DEANs list for both sems~
Still, no change.
18 years old?
You guessed it, not much freedom. Even alcohol is prohibited.
but i still tried on my own time.
And the real sad part is, because of these rules that are so hardly intact,
i don't even care to ask for permission anymore.(except for dear *smile)
but its rightfully true that parents can cage their children until the children can feed themselves!

So, for the free people out there (teenagers without curfew), fahamlah skit, haha, coz we (the freedom fighters) have not merdeka yet! I have tasted freedom, and boy, it is fun and exciting...
All those who are being oppresed(not literally, but relating to this post), fight for your freedom!!!
Lekkkk, think first, is it worth sacrificing ur source of income(for now) and the trust ur parents put into you>? Whatever~