Bullet Train to Your Head :)

Hari-hari akan berasa nak meletup. Everyday feel like exploding.
Can't help it. Just the view shakes the blood in my veins.
The treatment, phew, rocks the heart to pump profusely.
And at the end of it all, i feel tired, worn out, and a painful chest.
Headaches are coming and going, blood pressure is rising.
When will you realize that you're not the only person alive in this god-damn world?
When will you learn that other people have feelings too?
When will you come to understand that people are different?
WHEN WILL YOU FINALLY SEE THAT WHAT YOU DO AFFECTS THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?
Argh, Nevermind. Forget it. It's useless anyway. Go on, continue your dilly-dallying, chase your imaginary daisies, which you are plucking from my head.

complexity complex very complicated

You know you want it, but you feel it should not be yours. I know i want what i want, but i also realise i won't be able to get it or even maintain it. So why do i still want it? Hahaha~

Suck!

i am a leecher, i realise it. im sorry.