wow... it's been some time since i last posted anything on this blog.
not that anyone would read it but, still, it was suppose to be a hobby(haha).
i don't know how other ppl manage but i cant seem to blog at least once a day!
forget it, but i wanted to write about how ironic life is, actually mine, but only in a very short term.
who am i to talk about how life is? im just an 18 year old guy, but imma just say it.
remember when u were a kid, and u got all sorts of promises if u did this and that?
well, u still get them even when u have aged. i get them, haha.
but as far as i can remember, one in particular was the promise that my dad gave me.
it was before spm(government exam) and i was being a very rebellious teen.
"im going to the library, be back in the evening!", was what i'd say to my parents.
but after putting my bag in the library, i would head to the cybercafe :)
it kept going on like this, but it reduced when my dad caught me in the act.
thats when he promised "study now, and you can do anything after ur spm".
SO after spm, it smelled like freedom! but the ironic part is that i was still treated as a school kid.
No going out at night, must have a good reason to go out, and etc.
Spm results? I got very suprising results considering my activities(dota) before and during the exam. Results good enough to get a scholarship.
Still, the same thing happened, no true teen freedom.
Okay, if thats not enough, Scholarship Secured? Yeap, i did secure a good one.
Still, school kid rules bounded me.
Hmm, even after getting good results for my foundation year, DEANs list for both sems~
Still, no change.
18 years old?
You guessed it, not much freedom. Even alcohol is prohibited.
but i still tried on my own time.
And the real sad part is, because of these rules that are so hardly intact,
i don't even care to ask for permission anymore.(except for dear *smile)
but its rightfully true that parents can cage their children until the children can feed themselves!
So, for the free people out there (teenagers without curfew), fahamlah skit, haha, coz we (the freedom fighters) have not merdeka yet! I have tasted freedom, and boy, it is fun and exciting...
All those who are being oppresed(not literally, but relating to this post), fight for your freedom!!!
Lekkkk, think first, is it worth sacrificing ur source of income(for now) and the trust ur parents put into you>? Whatever~
About Me
- yves
- I am a person who couldn't care less about anything which everything isn't.
bru skrg sia ingat blog add ko. hehe. Actually, byk buli relate ni ma post2 ko. Prob cuz we're living in the same area, i mean area in life. Where our parents are of the same race(i think) and they are probably brought up in the same way, hence the similarities in them in raising up their child.
ReplyDeleteAs you said lah, fight for your freedom. Dude, I know byk tia tia baca blog ko. haha. So, safely bleh la jua sia crita sini.
I tell you now. I start to smoke suda. It's wrong in my parents' eyes, i know. But, I started pun saja mo try2 then was caught up in that during the stress period(finals + rship shit during finals). I was bound to keep the secret to keep the family happy. Yalah, mo mati kah lau tiba2 pi sigup dpan parents. But, I spoke up to my dad in the car one day and confessed and he didn't get angry. Instead, he said he smoked before too. He just advised me to not be hooked to it. My dad told my mum and my mum was disappointed, knowing I started to smoke while I was away in Utp la. She pointed out that my sick grandpa(her father) is sick cuz of smoke and beers. As time pass, they started to be ok with it. I'm still not smoking in front of them, but they are coming to the fact that I'm old enough to think for my own. At least that's what they've been advising la. Sudah besar ko pikir la sendiri jangan mo ingat enjoy saja.
My point is, you're right. Fight for your freedom. Probably, your parents are still caging you because they don't want you to live through the path that they have gone through during their teen life and don't want you to be exactly like them. Every parents dreams and try to curve their children to live the good life. You want freedom? Fight for it. *not in the worng way la. Don't destroy yourself for the sack of rebelling. hehe.
Just thought I share something. hehe. Merry Chrsitmas! Oh, don't tell ne1 I smoke. You're one of the fews. hehe
My point is,
teda tu my point is, in the last sentence. hahaha. neway, shud i link u?
ReplyDeletethx for the story lo, gila, betul2 stress time tu, but i understand it was harder for you...
ReplyDeleteas kawan, i dun jugde, but advice?
hehe, betul ckp bapa ko tu, dun get hook on, coz from my point of view, sigup = $$ and we slalu tia ckup duit berkat petronas lambat bank in. YEah yeah link aku :)
wooops, merry christmas in advance, will wish yg betul nnt~
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