Trouble is not a friend.
Damn that song from Lenka, nobody wants trouble as a friend.
I might be talking out of my way here, but its my blog, so I'll blab about what i want.
Ha-ha.
At first i thought it was going to be a long time. Really.
But then, time flew by me.
I was thrown right into the real deal!
UG!
Still time flew faster than i could shout," Oi, i haven't finished studying yet!".
There goes my first semester in UG. Three more years left.
Holidays, ah, got to spend precious time with my "dear".
Had the time of my life with her too.
Hoping a lot that there's more to come, but only time will tell.
But apart from that, trouble came along...
Like i said, i don't like trouble, that's why I'm not friends with him/her/it/whatever in the first place.
Financial crunch(not that serious but enough to be troubled.)
Family Misunderstanding(kinda left a hard-to-go-away stain.)
Distance(why the hell must studying have to be away from home.)
InnerSelf(the Force is troubling in me...)
etc...(I'm not being dramatic or anything, just pouring some badass water before i get corrupted.)
But I trust that I will be able to see this true. Life is like this, so i will start to shut up.
Ha-ha.
It could have been worse, so this is the end of my complaining, and the start of my working.
And if "you"re reading this, i will try my best, as a 18-year old student, to rearrange my priorities, and "you"re gonna be way up in the list.
About Me
- yves
- I am a person who couldn't care less about anything which everything isn't.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Inspired Me...
Yeah, we live with regrets...
Regrets make a big part of our lives...
How stupid were we when we did/didn't do what we would regret...
That, up there, goes to me!
Do you ever say to yourself, "Sayang oh sa tida buat macam tu",
"If I only i did something", and so on with other quotes of regrets,
all saying the same damn thing...
THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT
IT WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS
But I'm done thinking about my regrets up to now.
Yang sudah, akan "stay" sudah.
Yang baru akan datang.
New stuff coming my way, so goodbye regrets,
hello new opportunities and challenges,
and i'll always be reminded, i will have the time of my life.
p.s. feel like mixing up the languages a little.
inspired by Adventureland and Time of Your Life.
Regrets make a big part of our lives...
How stupid were we when we did/didn't do what we would regret...
That, up there, goes to me!
Do you ever say to yourself, "Sayang oh sa tida buat macam tu",
"If I only i did something", and so on with other quotes of regrets,
all saying the same damn thing...
THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT
IT WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS
But I'm done thinking about my regrets up to now.
Yang sudah, akan "stay" sudah.
Yang baru akan datang.
New stuff coming my way, so goodbye regrets,
hello new opportunities and challenges,
and i'll always be reminded, i will have the time of my life.
p.s. feel like mixing up the languages a little.
inspired by Adventureland and Time of Your Life.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
cuckoo!
hurm, how do you figure out what to post in a blog?
is it daily happenings in your life?
or, just some random movie or song that you like?
funny, just by thinking about this useless yet quite annoying dilemma, i got a new post!
is it daily happenings in your life?
or, just some random movie or song that you like?
funny, just by thinking about this useless yet quite annoying dilemma, i got a new post!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Hmmph...
wow... it's been some time since i last posted anything on this blog.
not that anyone would read it but, still, it was suppose to be a hobby(haha).
i don't know how other ppl manage but i cant seem to blog at least once a day!
forget it, but i wanted to write about how ironic life is, actually mine, but only in a very short term.
who am i to talk about how life is? im just an 18 year old guy, but imma just say it.
remember when u were a kid, and u got all sorts of promises if u did this and that?
well, u still get them even when u have aged. i get them, haha.
but as far as i can remember, one in particular was the promise that my dad gave me.
it was before spm(government exam) and i was being a very rebellious teen.
"im going to the library, be back in the evening!", was what i'd say to my parents.
but after putting my bag in the library, i would head to the cybercafe :)
it kept going on like this, but it reduced when my dad caught me in the act.
thats when he promised "study now, and you can do anything after ur spm".
SO after spm, it smelled like freedom! but the ironic part is that i was still treated as a school kid.
No going out at night, must have a good reason to go out, and etc.
Spm results? I got very suprising results considering my activities(dota) before and during the exam. Results good enough to get a scholarship.
Still, the same thing happened, no true teen freedom.
Okay, if thats not enough, Scholarship Secured? Yeap, i did secure a good one.
Still, school kid rules bounded me.
Hmm, even after getting good results for my foundation year, DEANs list for both sems~
Still, no change.
18 years old?
You guessed it, not much freedom. Even alcohol is prohibited.
but i still tried on my own time.
And the real sad part is, because of these rules that are so hardly intact,
i don't even care to ask for permission anymore.(except for dear *smile)
but its rightfully true that parents can cage their children until the children can feed themselves!
So, for the free people out there (teenagers without curfew), fahamlah skit, haha, coz we (the freedom fighters) have not merdeka yet! I have tasted freedom, and boy, it is fun and exciting...
All those who are being oppresed(not literally, but relating to this post), fight for your freedom!!!
Lekkkk, think first, is it worth sacrificing ur source of income(for now) and the trust ur parents put into you>? Whatever~
not that anyone would read it but, still, it was suppose to be a hobby(haha).
i don't know how other ppl manage but i cant seem to blog at least once a day!
forget it, but i wanted to write about how ironic life is, actually mine, but only in a very short term.
who am i to talk about how life is? im just an 18 year old guy, but imma just say it.
remember when u were a kid, and u got all sorts of promises if u did this and that?
well, u still get them even when u have aged. i get them, haha.
but as far as i can remember, one in particular was the promise that my dad gave me.
it was before spm(government exam) and i was being a very rebellious teen.
"im going to the library, be back in the evening!", was what i'd say to my parents.
but after putting my bag in the library, i would head to the cybercafe :)
it kept going on like this, but it reduced when my dad caught me in the act.
thats when he promised "study now, and you can do anything after ur spm".
SO after spm, it smelled like freedom! but the ironic part is that i was still treated as a school kid.
No going out at night, must have a good reason to go out, and etc.
Spm results? I got very suprising results considering my activities(dota) before and during the exam. Results good enough to get a scholarship.
Still, the same thing happened, no true teen freedom.
Okay, if thats not enough, Scholarship Secured? Yeap, i did secure a good one.
Still, school kid rules bounded me.
Hmm, even after getting good results for my foundation year, DEANs list for both sems~
Still, no change.
18 years old?
You guessed it, not much freedom. Even alcohol is prohibited.
but i still tried on my own time.
And the real sad part is, because of these rules that are so hardly intact,
i don't even care to ask for permission anymore.(except for dear *smile)
but its rightfully true that parents can cage their children until the children can feed themselves!
So, for the free people out there (teenagers without curfew), fahamlah skit, haha, coz we (the freedom fighters) have not merdeka yet! I have tasted freedom, and boy, it is fun and exciting...
All those who are being oppresed(not literally, but relating to this post), fight for your freedom!!!
Lekkkk, think first, is it worth sacrificing ur source of income(for now) and the trust ur parents put into you>? Whatever~
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Nothing.
Final papers on monday and tuesday. Haven't finish studying.
The thing is, i can't study, there is no drive.
At least i hope that someone isn't having a hard time for exams :).
Happy holidays, mine is coming soon, after i kill my papers.
The thing is, i can't study, there is no drive.
At least i hope that someone isn't having a hard time for exams :).
Happy holidays, mine is coming soon, after i kill my papers.
Friday, November 6, 2009
1st Day of Autumn
Four seasons would be fun to experience, but as they say, everything is not as it seems.
Starting of with summer, which is considered the best season, it's beach time! But the heat can get to hot, might be even hotter than the tropical weather here in Malaysia.
Autumn is when the leaves start to wither, the coldness starts to set in. The dead leaves would be very bothersome right?
Winter can be very fun, with the snow and frozen ponds or lakes. Playing snowballs and making snow angels, skating and sleighing. But all that snow would soon become an obstruction, and the temperature would make everyone start to sneeze and have running noses.
Finally, Spring! The flowers start to bloom, fruits start to fall of trees and right into our hands, animals come out of hibernation. It would seem that life just had a wake up call. But it would also mean that a new school term is up for students, and the working class heroes have to go and save the day.
In a nutshell, whatever good that comes our way, there is also a bad side of it. I'm not saying really bad, but nothing is perfect.
For me, it also applies to people. I'm not a person who has eaten a lot of salt, as they say in malay, "orang tua dah makan banyak garam", which means old people have experienced the up and down's of life and that the younger one should respect that. But in my own experience, i have met quite a variant of people, maybe as friends, customers or even the mutually interested person of the opposite gender.
Let me focus on the last part of those 3 sets of people. The opposite gender. I have my own bad experience in this love thingy, and i have also inflicted bad experiences to other people as well. One person who gave me this bad experience was actually my good friend. She was and still is a good person, with no intention of playing guys. Well, that's what i think so stop judgment and no comments. However, the day that i told her that i actually had feelings for her, that friendship was blown to smithereens, but i knew that it was a mistake that i had to make. I have to say, that i was quite persistent on getting her, so i never stopped, even though she did have a boyfriend, and the boyfriend was another good friend of mine. Thus, two friendships were blown to smithereens. All this while, i thought bad of her, just so that it could make me feel better, which really didn't help at all. Its just that i had the time of my life (so far, but im sure more stuff will be way awesome) with her as a friend and i thought that if we were more than that, things would have rocketed to the sky. But this love thing is a two way street, and if we both don't go the same way, why go to the trouble of trying. This sulky feeling has been with me all the while, and i have been trying to get rid of it. And now, i can proudly say that it is if not gone, it is dead with only a shell of the feeling left behind to remind me of my stupidity to accept reality.
What really made me understand her choice and how things turnout was just a simple movie, 500 hari musim panas, which i saw in BIG CHEESE. People come into our life for a reason, and they also go for a reason. Some people stay in our lives also for a reason. Its not the end of the world like in 2012 or the apocalypse like in Supernatural. Its just that every beginning has an end, and every end leads to a new beginning. Cheers to the movie, and its time to accept things as they are, and also try to see things as what they may not seem to be, because living life in a lie is a life not worth living. Those who still live in past love or need help to get over someone, just try and watch the movie. Seeing how Thomas Hamson get a revelation could be just the thing to ease that wounded heart. And if you're wondering, it's not a love story.
Starting of with summer, which is considered the best season, it's beach time! But the heat can get to hot, might be even hotter than the tropical weather here in Malaysia.
Autumn is when the leaves start to wither, the coldness starts to set in. The dead leaves would be very bothersome right?
Winter can be very fun, with the snow and frozen ponds or lakes. Playing snowballs and making snow angels, skating and sleighing. But all that snow would soon become an obstruction, and the temperature would make everyone start to sneeze and have running noses.
Finally, Spring! The flowers start to bloom, fruits start to fall of trees and right into our hands, animals come out of hibernation. It would seem that life just had a wake up call. But it would also mean that a new school term is up for students, and the working class heroes have to go and save the day.
In a nutshell, whatever good that comes our way, there is also a bad side of it. I'm not saying really bad, but nothing is perfect.
For me, it also applies to people. I'm not a person who has eaten a lot of salt, as they say in malay, "orang tua dah makan banyak garam", which means old people have experienced the up and down's of life and that the younger one should respect that. But in my own experience, i have met quite a variant of people, maybe as friends, customers or even the mutually interested person of the opposite gender.
Let me focus on the last part of those 3 sets of people. The opposite gender. I have my own bad experience in this love thingy, and i have also inflicted bad experiences to other people as well. One person who gave me this bad experience was actually my good friend. She was and still is a good person, with no intention of playing guys. Well, that's what i think so stop judgment and no comments. However, the day that i told her that i actually had feelings for her, that friendship was blown to smithereens, but i knew that it was a mistake that i had to make. I have to say, that i was quite persistent on getting her, so i never stopped, even though she did have a boyfriend, and the boyfriend was another good friend of mine. Thus, two friendships were blown to smithereens. All this while, i thought bad of her, just so that it could make me feel better, which really didn't help at all. Its just that i had the time of my life (so far, but im sure more stuff will be way awesome) with her as a friend and i thought that if we were more than that, things would have rocketed to the sky. But this love thing is a two way street, and if we both don't go the same way, why go to the trouble of trying. This sulky feeling has been with me all the while, and i have been trying to get rid of it. And now, i can proudly say that it is if not gone, it is dead with only a shell of the feeling left behind to remind me of my stupidity to accept reality.
What really made me understand her choice and how things turnout was just a simple movie, 500 hari musim panas, which i saw in BIG CHEESE. People come into our life for a reason, and they also go for a reason. Some people stay in our lives also for a reason. Its not the end of the world like in 2012 or the apocalypse like in Supernatural. Its just that every beginning has an end, and every end leads to a new beginning. Cheers to the movie, and its time to accept things as they are, and also try to see things as what they may not seem to be, because living life in a lie is a life not worth living. Those who still live in past love or need help to get over someone, just try and watch the movie. Seeing how Thomas Hamson get a revelation could be just the thing to ease that wounded heart. And if you're wondering, it's not a love story.
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